The seasons are changing.  The children are growing and MY SISTER is moving.  Yes, not really sure what to think of that.  I keep trying to be happy but deep down I really hate change.  I keep telling myself that I will get to see her just as often but I know that can't be true. Abby is jealous her cousin is living the American dream in the best place ever.  I think I will like to visit Denver.  I have not spent much time there.  She leaves this month.  I know change is coming.  How will it be without her?  The voice of interior decorating and fabric, educator to my children, daughter to the Potter, and friend to me.  I hate being alone with change.  I hate that she will not be here to help me as she always does.    I have decided to see her in May to help her put in her very first Colorado garden.   Change.  It can be good.  I know it can.